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The great technology

2011-06-19T04:44:00.001-07:00

Technology has given us so many great tools to make our life a lot
more easier! It is because of the same technology I am started to blog
again. Its really after a very long time I'm logging into my blogger
account and that too using cell phone! And I was searching for a
topic, and it struck me that why can't this itself a topic. So I'm
really amazed at the capability I'm literally grabbing go my hands.

I'm sitting in a very remote place where facilities are ok, but not
that great. Net connectivity is kind of unpredictable! But still I'm
able to post, edit or do whatever I wants to do.
I learned about email blogging and I'm doing that- I just sends am
email which is my post which gets published directly onto my blog! I
really loved it and still loving it. And I do understand that there is
a long way to go as far as technology is concerned.

I wish in the coming days we can utilise all our greatest achievements
for the betterment of the society. With this I've to stop now. Bye.

A journey 'memoir' - Excerpt

2010-12-06T05:46:00.000-08:00

Mumbai CST - The very place, a boy came with his 'toy' and made it his playground. After that incident, security has been intensified, more security persons were deployed, metal detectors were employed and did many things. From that Mumbai CST, I did my first ever General compartment journey from Mumbai to Bangalore. It was in the Udyan Express. When I got into the compartment after an attack with the huge rush, most of the seats inside were unoccupied and I was happy. But there were a band of boys waiting inside the compartment and I think it is to welcome us. They were standing on each and every seats blocking people's way. Sooner I understood that it was the ' reservation system that Indian Railway has just introduced'. They were asking money from the passenger for each seats. The rates were ranging from some 30 to even 100. But they were good guys, because we can lessen the amount by bargaining. And it may fall as low as 20 per seat ! Being new to this place and being alone, after a long argument I finally decided to pay the money to save my life and settle with a 40 rupee for my seat . Few minutes after doing the 'reservations' they were nowhere to be seen. And train started moving and in the next stop my 'precious seat' was being invaded by other passengers.

And during the journey met with some other 'small small robberies'. From some station 'hijadas' came asking for money. But they were extra decent. They have a fixed rate. A 10 rupees will do the job! 24 hours in 'general dabba' was quite an experience. One of the most exciting and unforgettable journey .

But people doing some organised crime like 'selling seats' in general compartment, that too in a place like Mumbai CST is not a simple thing to overlook

2010-04-27T19:25:00.001-07:00

It is quite interesting to note that both "Certainly Uncertain" and " Uncertainly certain" mean the same in certain ways !

!.........!

2010-04-22T22:46:00.000-07:00

Waiting for the right moment....
I wasted hours...
Waiting for the right day..
I wasted years...
Days passed and years passed...
And at last the day turned up..
And it said to me...
It's the day..The greatest of all days..
It's Today...!

It took me years...
To know the value of today..
And I 'll never forget..
The greatest day of my life..
It's Today !

[And every day is today..
Today is your day..
Make it yours.. ]

'An Education' - 2

2010-03-27T22:37:00.000-07:00

From the standard one itself , we know that the brightest students of the class are the guys who scores the maximum marks in the examination. And others are entitled as not so bright, dim , zero watt bulbs. And the teachers give their 'premium' attention to the 'bright side'. Yes, we all needs the successful ones, that is a fact, but are the other guys a failure??! No, NEVER.

Scoring high marks in the examination is all about interst and memory. If we are interested in doing something, then we are likely to do the things with our full heart and we are likely to get great results too..It is the same with studies too. But during our school life or college life we are interested in everything except studies. So scoring high marks left with only one option and that is memory.

So the ability to retain things in your memory plays a crucial role in our education and of course in our life too. The ability to hold things in your short term memory during the examination time decides your marks and thus the brightness of your academics.
I personally know this, because I passed most of my exams during my college by following the 'short term memory rule' and I am sure that I am not alone in this world and lacs and lacs of other people are along with me in this 'league of "extra-ordinary' men" ;)

And I came to know one more fact as the time passed by. All those information were 'permanently' stored in my short term memory so that after a 'long term' it was no longer available!! I attended a Tech - interview and I had no clue of what the other guy was asking me!! ;)

So what is our whole education system about?
Is that an education??

'An Education' - 1

2010-03-20T22:37:00.000-07:00

I am sure you must have heard these.. Bachelor of Technology or Master of Technology. Well, are they really masters of technology??! The answer can be something like 'may be' or 'may not be'. But nowadays one out of every ten persons we met at a town will be bachelor or ,aster of these so called technology, I assume; may be I am exaggerating. Their reasons to pursue this dream can be anything from dignity in society, security in finance, safety in job or may be simply following the flow. Now I am not into these reasons, but into 'An Education'

You know, it takes a complete four years to prepare some as a bachelor in Engineering. In order to pre-prepare for all these preparations, it will take a minimum of 12 years of Education!! So only after a continuous 16 years of education only someone is becoming an engineer. And what is the real product , that comes out, after these long manufacturing processes??! A good for nothing- who assumed to be knowing everything, but know nothing guy??! [ there are exceptions in everything in this world.. if there are more than 90% of exceptions or so.. I aaam soorrry for making such a statement ..]. I dont want to give you a generalization , but in most of the cases, a young graduate- professional or non-professional- coming directly out from a college is not job ready. He/she may or may not know all the theories, but... where to apply, when to apply, how to apply..- no clues about all these "w-h" questions. People scoring high or above average marks do not mean that they have a superior knowledge. It just means that they knew the answers and at that moment of examination they clearly remembered it. [ I am not into malpractices, guys. 'coz here i 'd like to mention the casese of straight forward guys only.]

So what is our whole education system about??!!
Is that 'an education'???!!

(contd.. next week...)

Awards!!!

2010-03-04T06:27:00.000-08:00

It 's almost more than 1 month... no new posts..no updates.. I was idle.. as far as blogger is concerned...even the happy news of 'this award' itself came to me after a long time only.. so it gave me an opportunity to post something..

The person who showed such a kindness to award me is none other than 'adreamygal'.. she has got some interesting blogs..they are..

flowery thoughts

woven thoughts

the unusual love story

and( i think its a new blog..)

keeping it short..

So the awards are

THE SUNSHINE AWARD

BEAUTIFUL HEART AWARD

P.S.:There are certain rules that i have to follow.. but breaking rules has become one my bad habits.. ;)

"If u follow all rules, u gonna miss all the fun" . Actually I dont have too much people to give away this award. So.. please forgive me for breaking the rules..Its my advance bail :)

Thanxx once again to Arthi Kumari aka adreamygal.. - a wonderful blogger ...

Celebrations of Media

2010-01-17T01:28:00.000-08:00

We are quite aware of the fact that the media like Television, News paper etc literally celebrate all major events. May be it some one's success, failure, gossips, and even death. These celebrations are their struggle for existence! The more they celebrate, the better they are doing their business.

The celebration of success, achievement are always welcome. Because they are positive, they can inspire people and can do a lot of wonders in the society. But what about the other side??

Celebration of Death!!

Haven't you seen in television, the special programs and discussions on some celebrities death? We can argue that its is a part of paying tribute to that great personality. But isn't also a kind of celebration?

I am not against paying tribute to the great people who had done so much of great things to our society. But what made me think about all these things is one fact.

When news flashes that some celebrity passed away, in the next time slot the TV people telecast special program on that person. These programs are all well edited and informative one,of course. Well, any one has some previous experience with video editing can tell that, it takes more than 1 minute, even for editing a 1 minute duration clip. So how are they doing all these things within a very short span of time?? Are they expecting all these things in advance and preparing these in advance or is it my mere ignorance on latest technology or am i underestimating the quick brilliant video editors??

If they are expecting someone's death and prepares a special programs to telecast on the 'D-day' in advance, what do we need to call it? Is it ethical or unethical? I have no answers for these.

And it all became a part of our society, The celebrations..

[Here in this post, my intention was not to blame anyone. I was just sharing my opinion. Well everyone's wish is to gain some personal advantage. See how i am celebrating the celebration of death!!!]

An Ugly face of corruption

2010-01-15T13:21:00.001-08:00

We are aware of the fact that our daily lives are greatly influenced and even manipulated by the interests of business world. In order to promote their product, in order to reach to the right audience, each and every organization tailor made their advertisement. Through advertisement they are exploiting our interests, love,anger, fear and whatever things you can name.So it is very clear that we have been exploited. If a product is something new and they cannot find a feeling to exploit, they may start to influence and manipulate our feeling by creating a brand new culture through advertising. It is a fact.

We know this fact and we are less resistant to this kind of things. Yeah, its okay to manipulate the way thing, but only to certain limits. What if the limit exceeds??

Everyone is familiar with Swine flue or H1N1 . Can you believe that it was a hoax??! It is true that there was such a disease. But the intensity and depth was a kind of product of fake advertisement.

Here is the story from www.your-story.org
"In yet another exposé of the financial corruption that is driving the H1N1 “pandemic” and pharmaceutical vaccine scam, a Finnish member of the World Health Organization Board, who also happens to be one of their key advisors on pharmaceutical vaccines, has allegedly received 6 million Euros from the vaccine manufacturer GlaxoSmithKline. Although the World Health Organization (WHO) promised full transparency, this conflict of interest has only recently been uncovered through much effort."

So the Global swine flue scare was a fabricated big scale advertisement of Pharmaceutical companies. Its also a story of shameful corruption. Can you believe that even the WHO people were involved in such a scam?! The very people who are responsible for the good health of people all around the globe are involved in such a case. Then how are we going to live in this world?

Multi National Companies are even willing to kill people to promote their products !! Where is the human values?? Where is humanity? Everywhere we can find is only money and business!! Are we on the right path??! Are we destined to live our lives according to the way many business tycoons show us??

Google - Another Perspective.

2010-01-15T06:31:00.000-08:00

   Most of the Netizens can't think of a day without Google. In one way or another, we are using some of the Google products on a daily basis. Right now we are using one! We all adore Google for its simplicity, speed, accuracy etc. And more importantly all its services are free! And so Google has become an integral part in our lives.

   Now Google has entered in most of the places in internet world- searching, social networking,mailing,videos,books, document management, advertisement and of course blogging and lots more. And through these years, they have accomplished great credibility. The credibility has reached to such an extend that, we take those things as granted that Google shows us through their various services. So nowadays Google has reached to a position that can potentially influence the way we think.

   If one day Google decides to spread something like 'Google culture' like MTV culture and all, we without knowing this, gradually adopt to this way of living. This is only a possibility. Because Google reaches to our lives in such a depth that it can even change our perceptions and vision.

  Google is entering into newer and newer arena on a rapid pace. And the interesting fact is that we always happy to accept all those new things. When it introduced a new browser in the midst of four, five other browsers , we accepted it with our both hands. When they will introduce a new Operating System, we will accept it. Google chrome could break the monopoly of Internet Explorer. The new OS is also expected to do the same.

  Google also entered into a new world, into the world of Mobile phones, with Nexus. They already have their own Mobile phone Operating system Andria. And this new introduction is expected to break the monopoly of Apple iPhone and windows' Mobile OS. Thus in many way Google is breaking away all the old monopolies and on the same time building a new monopoly of their own!

I t reminds me of Indian history! The way in which British East India company came to India! and the rest you can find in some history book. So Google is also capable of growing into a giant that can control the whole world. Lets hope that the people who lead Google are people of high values.

Love, Marriage and Religion

2010-01-04T06:57:00.000-08:00

Again on the topic of Love ! Well, you see, people all over the world again and again, time after time celebrating this feeling, singing songs of love and doing much more..Earlier days, they were talking,singing and writing about the so called "Eternal love". It is also known as true love and all. But as the time passed, as the world changed, as the pace of life shot up...a new tern, a new word was coined.." Practical love".

What actually is the practical love?
Well,people may put it roughly as thinking about all the pros and cons of the relationship, like caste,colour, religion, financial stability, job security and too many other things. But as in the case of ideal eternal love, if the lovers, no matter whatever problems they had, liked each other..they were going to fell in love and eventually they would marry. But things have changed now. Many of the people, are not willing to take up the challenges and responsibility that come with the 'eternal love' package'. They are opting for a customized practical love package. [I may also like to order an package, i think ;) ]

Religion
One of the greatest deciding factor in love nowadays is religion i think.
But what actually it does? I feel, it limits our options.There are lots of girls around us. For a better calcualtion let it be 100 girls all around us.We will met only a 40 of them in our life time in the most or in the extreme case..whatever... We may, depending upon our beauty quotient and all, like a 25 girls. As we are looking forward for a risk-free, no-responsibility practical love, we get to choose only 5 girls in our community. As we are again looking for financial security etc then we get 3 girls. After confirming the job security and all we get 1 girl...and at last that girl doesn't like person!!! :) ;) So at the end of the day you have nothing in hand. So we have to go for some other less lucrative options!!

Well this is a kind of exaggerated numbers and statistics, just for an illustrative purpose.

So the point is that, we are restricted... because of religion. The whole society is set up in that way. In the case of marriage, especially in arranged marriages, our parents will be choosing a match from their community only. We restrict ourself in falling in love with a girl in another religion!

Do we actually need all these religion and all??

But there is one thing... When there is true love, it out weights the practical one.. and its always a kind of blind.. to see religion and other hurdles..

So lets hope for true love...and a better world of course..

Love, Marriage and Responsibility.

2009-12-20T08:36:00.000-08:00

Love... The most celebrated feeling...There won't be too many people who didnt jot a two or three lines, down about this wonderful feeling..this feeling gave wings to the expressions of the poets, novelists, artist, actors,and even to many bloggers..

We know the ultimate goal of any true love is to be together forever, through the institution known as marriage.One day I was wondering about the changes of phases in a relationships and the responsibility factor.

I feel, we have to cross three phases before we finally land onto the successful 'marriage' institution through love. First one is the 'falling in love' or infatuation stage. Second one is, the stage when both started loving each other. And finally, marriage. So we can say the milestones as, initial meeting or something like that, proposal and marriage.

Infatuation stage:

According to me, this is the best of all phases. In this stage, one of the future couples- or both as in the case of love at first sight like things-starts to develop an interest towards the other person. In this phase, the one person may or may not know the other person's feeling. But there is a joy in dreaming of a boy or girl and to spend sleepless nights with his or her thoughts [ for the time being, i will use 'with her thoughts' etc., coz it is being written in a boy's perspective ;) ] Most importantly , in this phase we lack all kinds of responsibility. Thats is the very reason why I said that this is the best of all phases. By the word responsibility, I meant the general things such as meeting her by leaving all your works behind, spending time with her etc.. We need not have to bother about all these responsibilities, for the reason that we haven't yet started the relation. Everything is in our mind.

But very interestingly we are completely, even 200% wiling to dedicate all our time for her. The more intense our feeling , the better. We will find ways to see her, will wait hours to get a glimpse and all kinds of adventures!!!

And one day, on the summit of anxiety, excitement, ecstasy etc etc.. with lots and loads of tension and increased heart beats we just express our feelings. I couldn't understand yet, why do we fear so much to speak some words, some 4 or 5 words,arranged in some special order(!) but still, somehow, it remains as a fact.

And there starts the next phase, provided the other person also accepts and re-arrange some another 5 or 6 words or less.
Love:
According to me, this is the second best phase. In this, a kind of responsibility has to be there in order to move the whole thing ahead. We need to spend quality time with her chatting some sense or non-sense, some joke or future plans etc etc depending upon the individuals and intellect.

Our experience, theories in economics and some other theories points its finger to a fact that we gradually lose our interest in a things after achieving it. We don't have the craze towards computer,car, bike and many other things as we had earlier. Same is the case with relationships too. Strangely and interestingly, we lose the intensity of interest in our love and the so called responsibility become a sort of burden. But still we bear everything for the sake of the sacred feeling.

And to reach the next milestone, we again with lots of pain and hardships, by moving against every opposition with a courage acquired from some unknown world, we do anything and everything and even the impossibles. And finally we achieve it. So into the final state..into marriage. Yes, here we are talking about a successful love story only.

Marriage:
So with that marriage, the love was successful. But this is the phase of real responsibility. In this phase we are stepping down to reality from a dream world known as Love. And when we starts to experience the reality, the very thing that lead them to this state starts to vanish from life. The element of love is no where to seen except in a few occasions. And our increased responsibility again make the going rough. The 'so far' hidden negative sides of personalities starts to show their color from both sides.

And some day, when looking back, we search hard to find where they lost their precious love. When it is hard to find, we think about the past days and think "For this, everything happened??"

But this is one side of one story. There is another side for this story in some other story. And there are so many other stories. So whats your story. What ever may be the story, don't let the LOVE die in our lives. Its really a great feeling. It has to be experienced.

And Love to hear more from you..Expecting your comments..

storie - de - programme

2009-12-17T12:56:00.000-08:00

#include < Oneday our hero was, like anyother day, using his precious orkut account.
That particular day, he got a new friends request and that too a girl.
He checked her name. No, not any of his friends. Didnt even hear her name previously.
But who cares, its a girl no.
So he jumped into her profile and found only two other friends, a girl and a boy.
Not much friends!! May be she has just started orkuting,he thought. >

char day1( ),day2( ), day3,...dayN( );

char day1( )
{
"who is this may i know you?"

"hi...i jus saw ur profile...got intersted..dats it.."

"..k ... so wt u doin"

"jus like u..jus compltd ma course"

"oh..dats great...hw was the xams n all"

"blah blah blah"

"bleh bleh bleh"

}

day2( )
{

"blah blah blah"

"bleh bleh bleh"

}

day i ( )=day2( );

for (i=3; i
{
day i( );
}

print " Friendship got stronger "

day N+1 ( )
{
check profile( );
{
show results ? = "3 friends, 257 scraps, 3 communities"
}
}

function call doubt( )
{ " is that a real profile or what"
"will it be a fake profile?"
}

function call clear_doubt( )
{ " hey, why do u chat wit me only..i cud see only ma scraps there..y??"

"nothin..not many frenz rnt here"

"so u r here to chat wit me only????!"

"i don know "

"so hw did u come to know abt me?"

"thru a frend f urs"

"whoz that"

"i cant say that"

"y?"

"i cant tel u the reason too"

"y....y...??"

"i cant"

}

if ( user = fake_user)
{
if(fake_user= male)
{ "It will be a great shame on myself"
" I wasted all my time and energy"
"But i should act like a clever man and let him know that i knew that she was he earlier, and was playing around to know how far would it go"
}
else if( fake_user= female)
{ "its still a lottery"
"she gotta be my fan or admirer!!"
"No prob in continuing the chat and later i'll ask her real identity"
}
}

else

{ "then user is real, but a kind of different, may be a bit eccentric"
"but,still she gotta be my fan!"
}

getting_proof( )
{
"extracting ip address and verifying the location"
result : affirmative
"location got confirmed"

" asking for photo in a joyful mood,expecting a negative"
result : negative
"identity not confirmed"

"asking for mobile no. in another playful mood, expecting another negative"
result : neagtive
"identity through voice not confirmed"

"identity cannot be trusted as real , still chances of being fake"

Re_think( )

{ "why wasting your time for a "beeper" "??
"let him/her do his/her business"
}

mistery_coninues( );
forced_exit( );
Return comments( );
Thank you.

NB: Geeks pls don't scrutinize this. I am just a poor blogger, not a programmer.

This special story is dedicated to someone who encourages me to write more.
Here is her SPORADIC THOUGHTS..

why should i write..??

2009-12-17T07:41:00.000-08:00

I am an egotist.. I feel important when I write something.. I feel that the thing I am writing is of very important matter, only i can do it.. and appreciation also keeps it all going.. I may even try to write a book.. hoping to become a world classic or best seller...
But i do understand that I am nothing... I may be something, but in nothing.. Yes pride goes before the fall..

You can think you are the best, until you meet the 'better than the best'. As long as your ignorance is great, your inexperience is vast, your acquaintance with greatness is less, you feel important.... But the day you meet something real good...that is the day you realize everything...

I want to realize that I am nothing.. what ever i thinks or believes is not as great as i think..why should i write then??

But i will write..not for anyone else..but to satisfy my ego... jus to consume some more blogger space with craps..!!
but does anyone feel that i must write?? No... why should they??

Philosophers...

2009-12-16T07:33:00.000-08:00

One of my scattered dreams once took me to one of the works of a great philosopher.

He is really a great philosopher. But if i understood his philosophies, i cant say that he is a great philosopher. Because if I have to say he is great, I need to compare him with the not-so-great philo. But according to his views comparison only give rise to sorrow. We compare something with something and out of its result, we became happy or sorrow. But we know, most of the time we became sad.

We tend to compare our todays with yesterdays, an event with another, a girl with another, our now with then, todays success with previous ones, and so on and on and on.. it seems to be endless.. We are doing so , in order to get that bitter feeling when we understood the fact that today wasn't as great as that day!!

So comparison brings us sorrow. So we should not compare anything. Then how can I say he is great.
It means comparison brings sorrow along with it.

Is comparison the real culprit??
Its Thoughts!! Yes our thoughts are the root cause of everything..!!
We are comparing, because we are thinking..
So what we have to do?? Become silent in our thoughts?? Is that possible??

All thoughts are old.. They are simply the memories of our old experiences. So when we are seeing a thing, we are actually associating with our old memories and actually perceiving everything through the image that we have created in our mind!! It may sometimes bring happiness, sadness fear and many other feelings.. So thoughts are the real cause of all our feeling. If we wanted to be happy always, we needed to see things as they are, not through the images that we have created, not with a pre-occupied thoughts.

So we need to control our thoughts. Actually we need to be a silent mind without any thoughts, to become happy forever. How can we achieve this?? By consciously controlling our thoughts??
But when we are consciously controlling our thoughts, it creates some sort of resistance and so some friction in our mind. So it again worsen the situation.. So what we have to do??

Complete Confusion...Right??
That was the same thing happened to me also. I jus wanted to give you the same dose..but it is a kind of very low standard dose. I am never so great to interpret a great philosopher through my views.. If I ever try to do so, its out of my ignorance only.

How many of you think that it is a complete crap?? if you feel that way, jus lemme know..

Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 3

2009-12-15T06:48:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. I could earn!! And I am still earning.

Some facts about Neobux

Free to Join
Minimum Payout $2
Need a Paypal account
Need some patience to see money accumulating!

Why Patience??!

Some more facts..

When you start, you start it as a Standard member. What you need to do is to click on the advertisements. A new tab will be opened with that advertisement. Its up to you whether to watch completely the advertisement loading for 30 seconds or not. After 30 seconds you will be credited with $0.01.

You get only 4 advertisement a day. It is an unconfirmed secret that if you keep on looking for ads, for a multiple times you will get more than 4 per day. Well after all you will get a minimum of $0.04 only. It is not a big amount. But the thing you have to keep in mind is that you haven't spend anything to earn $0.04 a day, other than your time. So here Time is Money!

Then why am I talking abt it??!
Simply because it has a great earning potential. I just want to tap it while helping others to do the same.
Just like any other sites, they also employ Referrals for the growth of their site. They also have referrals to help us!!! It was the first time, I am coming across such a concept.

There are two types of Referrals.
Direct Referrals and Rented Referrals.

Direct referrals is the one who join the site through some referral link.
You can help me, if you would like to, by becoming my direct referral.
If you are ready, just click below.

Any ways..Thank you :)
You at least read so far.. right.. Thanxx.

Rented Referrals is the feature that attracted me the most.
Direct referrals may or may not be active. And importantly number of people willing to join as referrals is also less. I don't understand the reason behind it.

In order to buy the rented referrals you need to have some money in your account. Well..well..gimme a second. You need not have to pay anything. Patience plays its role here.
You have to wait for your money to accumulate.

How much??
There are different types of packs. For a beginner, the packs interests you is the pack of 3.
In this you will get 3 referrals for 1 month at $0.75. When they click for you, you will accumulate money. As the money increases, you can buy more referrals and further increase your money.

So what to do?

Nothing much. First and for Most Just Register
Spend a maximum of 10 minutes to click the ads.
Daily you will get $0.04
When you reach $1, buy referrals and grow further.
20 days is needed to get a clear picture
so just try it yourself

Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 1
Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 2
Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 3

Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 2

2009-12-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

Yeah..I got the reply from them... An email ..
The whole database of site names, as they promised. There are, of course more than 100 site names. I was real happy. At the same moment I started working on it. I got myself a diary to note down the username and password of each sites that I was going to join. Then I selected some great sites from the list,some four or five, which I thought 'better'. The minimum payout was also a criterion. I wanted to get some money immediately. Just to get a proof to know whether its working or not.

Firstly I joined in an 'email reading' program. Each mail I read, I would get paid. I started with my username and password and I tooo started to earn from internet. I daily checked my account like a gardener looking after his favorite Rose or something. I was earning gradually, some 0.5$ or so was in my account, I suppose. I was happy.

One fine day, I was about to 'care' my account. But somehow I misspelled the password. But to my astonishment the browser directly took me to my account page ! ! !

I tried with some other username.
" Hello Mr. X , Welcome"!!!!!

So that was the whole story. It was programmed around to welcome all "usernames". That was such a 'great user friendly' site, that we didn't even need any password to access our account!!!
That was my first ever online scam experience.

That was a million dollar lesson for me at just Rs 250/- ! ! !
I learned how easily to earn money through online and how easily to loss money through online.

I understood one fact that there is NOTHING LIKE EASY MONEY. There may be, but it requires something like Luck, Creativity, Patience etc..

Luck
Lottery winner, Winners of some lucky draw and people like that gets easy money. But not every single day, only sometimes.
Creativity
Some Contest winner makes some easy money out of their creativity. Most of the SCAMSTERS or SCAM ARTISTS too!!
Patience
Yes, Patience can also fetch you some money ! The key is that not to be greedy to make great amount of money without doing anything, overnight.

NEOBUX

I am talking everything from my experience only. I have both good and bad experiences in online money making. I already told you about my bad experience. Now its the turn of GOOD experience.

I came to know about Neobux as the best,innovating and user-friendly PTC site during my, one of the latest online money making journey . As a matter of fact, sometime ago I lost interest in the idea of online money making, after coming across too many scam programs.

To start neobux account nothing is actually needed. But in order to get paid, we may need a PAYPAL account.
That is also very easy to grab. It is also a free to start service. The pay pal account may be useful for some other online money transactions using just your email address.

If you are ready, Just click it and come back to read more.

So I was talking about Patience and Neobux.
When I was joined in Neobux, I didn't aware of its potential. I thought it as just another money making program. I didnt pay any attention to it, I was not regular to it, but still I could earn!!

Some facts about Neobux and How to get start, some secrets and More in next Post

( to be continued..)

Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 1
Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 2
Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 3

Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 1

2009-12-13T05:14:00.000-08:00

I am just a normal netizen . I am not a pro blogger, I am not the owner of a website thas is having tons and tons of visitors per day. I am just a normal, average blogger. I know that many people, including myself have passed an 'era of gold rush' here in this internet world. Every day frantically searching for sites that provides Online jobs, some other sites that pays you for nothing,but browsing through the net, for reading some mails, for clicking some banner and all... I have personal experiences like that.

When I turned 18, a strong urge to earn some pocket money, that too all by myself, popped up in my mind. I was too shy to go for some real part time jobs that we got to get around us. I want to make money sitting at my home, without doing much work..yeah, just like any common man. I too wanted easy money. I just wanted to make money. That was the only thing in my mind.

It was like the starting phase of my internet life. I was learning about internet. I didn't have a super fast connection and all like that is available now. I was using BSNL Dial Up connection and you can imagine the speed and everything!

My money inspired quest took me to the world of 'Part time Online jobs'. I came across many offers I have said above. Earn money for reading mails, for browsing, for clicks, for referring, for data entry etc etc.. I was really excited and I was happy to know the 'fact' that "its very easy to make money online".

One day I came across a site that had a huge collection/database of real paying site's names. If we wanted to access it, we just needed to pay a Rs 250/-. The whole list will be yours as soon as the money reaches their bank account. They had given the account number, payee name and all.

That was my first ever 'courageous step' and independent attempt to make money. With the hard saved money, I went to ICICI bank to deposit the money in that account (into someone's account). I had to inform them through email that I have sent the money along with the bank branch name etc. After that only they would contact me. After depositing the money, I promptly informed them.

I think within two days , I got the reply from them....

(To be continued in the next post...)

Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 1
Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 2
Neobux- Make money, Out of Nothing- PART 3

A foolish Crow.

2009-12-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

Just like any other story, once there lived a Crow. To make a good story, it must be different from others. Yeah, here also, the crow was little different from other crows. It was widely considered (by whom?!) as a foolish crow.

One fine day, there was a big party going on. Many of the crows including this foolish crow was present outside of the party hall. They were all waiting for their single course dinner of that evening. The time had finally arrived, the wastes were thrown out. Like an explosion, all the crows tried for their luck. It was a really a tough fight. It was always said that only the best would win in this kind of 'party fights'. Because everyone would be looking for the best and they all had to compete with all other crows around them, on the same time. So only the best would survive.

What is important according to our point of interest is that whether the foolish crow got a piece or not.

Yeah, it also got a piece, and as a matter of fact, one of the best among the lot. It was certainly not as foolish as others say, one might think. It flew to the top of a big sign board with the meat piece on its beak.Some jealous crows were hoping to get that piece. But this special crow seemed to be familiar with the Aesop story and all. So it didn't act foolishly.

But, suddenly a view struck its eyes. Very high in the skies, an Eagle was flying, and the crow could easily see a big lump of meat under its claws. The crow was sure that if he could also fly that much high, finding better and bigger meat would be much easier. Without thinking much, It decided to fly higher. It dropped its hard earned meat piece and flew to the heights. Just to be like an Eagle!!

In order to reach the heights, he took off with all its energy that even the sign board shook.
And the sign board on which it sat read :

" The future belongs to those who believe in their Dreams ".

.

An Unusually usual Love story..

2009-12-07T02:12:00.000-08:00

Once there lived a Lion. It was not like all other lions. He was a little different from other lions. He was very kind hearted and was very helping. He wanted everyone around him happy. Even during hunting for food, he showed sympathy to his preys.

One fine day, he was simply walking through the grass land. Suddenly some wolves started running as they saw him. And he saw a sheep crying, and she was badly wounded. The kind lion went nearby, but the sheep was even more frightened. She lost all the hopes to live and she was preparing herself for dying. But she never knew, it was a kind lion.

He took her under his protection and nursed her with utmost care. The sheep was all surprised t find a kind lion among all other sort of cruel animals. Her lost hopes came back. In fact they got brighter. Just like any other relationships, the admiration turned into Love. A sheep loved a Lion.

The lion understood her feeling towards him. But he knew all the consequences of the relationship.He always tried to avoid her. But one day he came to know that she has got no one, and nowhere to go. So out of compassion, he offered her a life.

Just like any other Leo, he also has all the Leo qualities. He was romantic, warn hearted, enthusiastic,broad minded and generous. She liked all those qualities and he liked her without looking too much into her life. He had some general concepts about a sheep. So they started a good life.The Lion loved her as far as he could and the sheep also loved him back very much. But sheep always wanted him beside her, she always wanted to be with him and to talk endlessly.

But Lion never tried to caress her or kiss her for fear that it would hurt her and leave deep mark on her forever. But she couldn't understand his behavior. She thought that his behavior had changed, and he no longer love her as before.

Similar problems were also running in lion's mind too. Leos by birth are ambitious. They always want more and want to reach higher and higher. He had great many plans in his mind, to be the King of the whole Jungle and to bring some rules to protect other small animals from the cruelty of big animals and so on. But she could never understand him nor his plans. She thought that he was also like any other big cat, he would go searching for prey and hunt it down and would come back to her, to share moments with her. She never bother to understand him and he could never live upto her expectations even though he understood her.

Misunderstanding grew in sheep's mind, while conflicts grew in Lion's mind. He couldn't do his works, her feelings always disturbed him. He always wanted to share his dreams and passions with her. But she always compared him with other normal cat's and so she could never inspire him nor motivate him. She always asked him about hunting and never bothered to ask about his big dreams or any other thing that would have inspire him.

Leo when not motivated, were simply a different animals. They became reserved and at times they are even dogmatic and intolerant. He went into his cave. He used to go to his came when some problems disturbs his mind all the time. And after solving the problem only he came out of the cave. He decided to go to the cave once again. But it was all new to her. She thought he was avoiding her, and he didn't love her anymore.

Inside the cave the lion thought. " She can never understand me nor my dreams and passions. She will never inspire me. And if she can't inspire me , I can't love her with my full heart. Yeah, I'm romantic, kind hearted,generous and all. But I need motivation and I need to be motivated. As long as she can't help me directly or indirectly in achieving my goals, I can't love her back. I am not looking for all day love. Why did'n she understand that??! I need inspiration and appreciation. If I still live with her, I can offer her nothing but sorrow only. Why should I keep such a beautiful and good girl always in sorrow?? If I'm doing so, I will be doing great wrong doing and injustice to such a nice sheep. All my life I will have to live with guilt and gut feeling. I am sure that I can live without her without any problem or what so ever , but what about her? Now She can't think of a life without me! But if she still living with me, I can't offer her a happy life and throughout the life she will be in great sorrow. I will survive because of my busy activities. So its the best thing to break up. That will be fine for both of us. But she can't accept the fact. She will be shocked on hearing this. But its the best thing"

He came out of the cave and went out somewhere. When she saw him going away without telling a word, she concluded that he no longer love her. After some hours later he came back and without any introduction he threatened her that if she lived some more days with him, he would hunt her down and kill her. He told her that he was getting hungry and one day he would kill her. So he told her to run away from his sight. But she told him that she would still be happy if he killed her. And she loved him so much, she added. Lion knew she was saying all these things sincerely, but for happiness in her life he felt she should go and he felt it was necessary . But he insisted her running away and pushed her away and told her angrily that he never loved her and his feeling was compassion and compassion only. And again threatened to go away. And he roared in such a great voice that the whole Jungle trembled. She never saw him so angry and was frightened and in his next push she started to walk down the valley with tears in her eyes. She walked and and walked without knowing what had happened to her true love. She didn't even knew where to go. But when she reached the end of the valley, she was surprised to see a group of sheep waiting for someone.

Back in his cave, sat the lion with broken heart, but with a good feeling of saving one's life.

A Bird...

2009-12-05T00:30:00.000-08:00

A few minutes before, it was raining heavily. I was standing in the balcony and enjoying the rain.
Well there is some beauty in rain to enjoy!!

After sometimes, when it all came to an end, I saw a small bird sitting in a tree branch.
What is so peculiar about it??!

Well, yeah... there is nothing much peculiar about such a day to day, common thing, unless we give some thought over it.

My thoughts ran like these..

The bird simply sitting in the branch. It does not appear to have some great goal in life, no purpose of life, not craving for attention .... It simply seeks to have a small, modest nest. It just need the sufficient amount of food for that day only. I do not know, weather it is jealous of other birds, animals or something else...
It leads a modest, simple life without seeking for a position, without seeking for power, without searching for recognition and admiration...

But what about man??!
He is always in search of more. And For him more is less.

When we understand the so called real truth of life.. competition, conflicts everything is a real wastage of energy.. But can we live a life like a bird?? I think no. Because the society has conditioned our mind in certain way so that 'life of a bird' has became a purposeless one as far as we are concerned.

I am confused... what to follow..where it will lead...
So I devised a simple solution. Go with the Flow.. How pathetic !!!!!

ഒരു കണ്ണൂര്‍ സ്പെഷല്‍..........

2009-11-01T03:36:00.000-08:00

“ ശ്ശൊ.. എല്ലാ കാര്യവും ഞാന്‍ തന്നെ ചെയ്യണംന്ന് വെച്ചാ ന്താ ചെയ്യാ??! ഇവനൊക്കെ ഒന്നെ ആ‍ ഫോണെറ്റുത്താ എന്താ ആവ്വാ? അതെങ്ങിനെയാ.. ഞാനൊരുത്തിയുണ്ടല്ലൊ എല്ലാം ചെയ്യാന്‍.. ഞാനെന്താ യന്ത്രൊ മട്ടൊ ആണൊ എല്ലാം ഇങ്ങനെ ചെയ്യാന്‍?! ഞനൊരിക്കല്‍ കിടന്നുപൊയാല്‍ മനസിലാവും ഇവര്‍ക്കൊക്കെ..” രാവിലെ തന്നെ പിരകിലുളള പച്ചക്കറി തോട്ടത്തിലെക്ക് പൊയ ശ്രീമാനെയും ഒന്നും കൂസാതെ ഉറങ്ങുന്ന മക്കളെയും പഴിച്ചു കൊണ്ട് അവള്‍ അടുക്കളയില്‍ നിന്നും ഫോണിനടുത്തെക്ക് നടന്നു. ഇത്ര രാവിലെ തന്നെ ഫോണ്‍ ചെയ്ത് ബുദ്ധിമുട്ടിക്കുന്നവനും കിട്ടി പ്രാക്, മനസില്‍.

“ ഹെല്ലൊ “

“ഹലോ റ്റീച്ചര്‍?. ടീച്ചറുടെ ഫോട്ടൊയല്ലെ ഇന്നത്തെ പേപ്പറിലുള്ളത്?? “

“ എന്താ??......... “

“ ഞങ്ങളെയൊക്കെ ഉപദേശിച്ചിട്ട് ടീച്ചര്‍ ഇങ്ങനെയൊക്കെ ചെറ്യ്തത് മോശമായിപ്പൊയി ടീച്ചര്‍..”

“എന്താ മോളെ ? ഫോട്ടോയൊ?? പേപ്പറിലോ?? എന്താ.. ഞാനറിഞ്ഞില്ല..”

“ടീച്ചര്‍ക്കും കള്ളവൊട്ടുണ്ടല്ലെ. കള്ളവൊട്ടുകാരുടെ കൂടെ ടീച്ചറുടെ ഫോട്ടൊയും കണ്ടല്ലൊ. എന്തിനാ ടീചര്‍ ഇങ്ങനെയൊക്കെ? ഞാനൊരിക്കലും വിചാരിച്ചില്ല റ്റീച്ചറും ഇങ്ങനെയൊക്കെ ചെയ്യൂന്ന് “

“കള്ളവൊട്ടോ???? ഞാനൊ??”

ഒന്നും മനസിലാകാതെ പരിഭ്രമത്തൊടേ അവള്‍ ഫോണ്‍ കട്ട് ചെയ്ത് പേപ്പറിനായി മുറ്റത്തെക്കെ കുതിച്ചു. അതവിടെ പടിയില്‍ തന്നെ കിടക്കുന്നുണ്ടായിരുന്നു. ധ്രുതിയില്‍ പേപ്പറേടുത്ത് നിവര്‍ത്തി. ആ കാഴ്ച കണ്ട് അവള്‍ ഒന്ന് പകച്ചു പൊയി. ത്ന്ടെ ഫോട്ടൊ!!! വോട്ടര്‍ പട്ടികയിലുള്ള ഫോട്ടൊ! അതും മുന്‍ പേജില്‍ തന്നെ.കൂടെ കുറച്ച് പുരുഷ വോട്ടര്‍മാരുടെ ഫോട്ടൊയും.

എതൊക്കെയൊ സിന്‍ഡിക്കെറ്റിണ്ടെയും ലോബിയുടെയുമൊക്കെ ഭാഗമായി ഇല്ലാത്ത ആള്‍ക്കരുടെയും സ്ഥലത്തിന്ടേയുമൊക്കെ അവകാശികളായ കുറച്ച് പേരുടെ ഫോട്ടൊയും കൂടെ വാര്‍ത്തയും..അതില്‍ അവളും ഉള്‍പ്പെട്ടിരിക്കുന്നു..എങ്ങിനെ എന്ത് എന്നൊന്നും ചിന്തിക്കാന്‍ അവള്‍ക്കു കഴിഞ്ഞില്ല..

“നിരപരാധിയായ ഞാനും ഇക്കൂട്ടരുടെ കൂടെ എങ്ങനെ പെട്ടു??!”

അകത്ത് നിന്നും ഫോണിണ്ടെ മണിനാദം മുഴങ്ങുന്നു.. അവള്‍ക്കു കാര്യം മനസിലായി. വാര്‍ത്ത കണ്ടേ പരിചയക്കാരാരെങ്കിലും വിളിക്കുന്നതായിരിക്കും..ഫോണെടുക്കാതെ അവള്‍ പുറത്തിരങ്ങി ഭര്‍ത്തവിന്ടെ അടുത്തെക്കു ഓടി.എന്നിട്ട് പത്രം വച്ചു നീട്ടി. ഫോട്ടൊ കണ്ടെ അയാളും ഒന്ന് ഞെട്ടി. പിന്നീട് വിശദമായിത്തന്നെ വാര്‍ത്ത വായിച്ചു, ഒരു പരിശോദനയും നടത്തി. എന്നിട്ട് തന്നെ ചിരിക്കാ തുടങ്ങി. അവള്‍ക്കു കാര്യമൊന്നും മനസിലായില്ല. എങ്ങനെ മനസിലാവാനാണ്? ചിന്തകള്‍ക്ക് നെരെ സഞ്ചരിക്കാന്‍ കഴിറ്യെടെ?!

അയാള്‍ സമാധാനത്തില്‍ കാര്യങ്ങല്‍ വിശദമാക്കിക്കൊടുത്തു.

വോട്ടര്‍ പട്ടികയില്‍ അവളുടേ അടുത്തടുത്തുള്ള രണ്ട് മൂന്ന് വൊട്ടര്‍മാര്‍ അത്ര നല്ലവരായ വോട്ടര്‍മാരായിരുന്നില്ല. എതൊക്കെയൊ രാഷ്ടീയതാല്പര്യങ്ങളുടേ കൂട്ടളികല്‍ ആയിരുന്നു. പത്രമാധ്യമങ്ങള്‍ രഷ്ട്രീയപോരാട്ടങ്ങള്‍ പരസ്പരം നടത്തുമ്പോഴും വാര്‍ത്തകല്‍ ആഘൊഷിക്കുമ്പോഴും നിര്‍ഭാഗ്യവശാല്‍ പെട്ടു പോകുന്ന നിരപരധികളില്‍ ഒരുവളാകുകയാരുന്നു അവള്‍. എന്തായാലും പ്രത്യെകിച്ച് ഒരു ചെലവും ഇല്ലാതെ ഒരു സുപ്രഭാതതില്‍ പ്രശസ്തയായതിണ്ടെ ത്രില്ലില്‍ ആയിരുന്നു അപ്പൊള്‍ അവള്‍. വീട്ടിലെ ഫോണ്‍ അപ്പൊഴും നിര്‍ത്താതെ ശബ്ദിക്കുന്നുണ്ടായിരുന്നു.

Decisions..............

2009-11-01T02:32:00.000-08:00

Decisions are very crucial in one's life. Crucial decisions concerning our lives can potentially make or break our lives. When making or taking the so called 'crucial life related decisions', its a kind of gambling. Only one thing can ever tell whether our decisions were a good one or bad, and that thing is 'TIME'.

It may sometimes take a couple of seconds or sometimes a couple of minutes or some days, weeks or even months and years for the justification of our decisions. We can only say whether our decisions were right or wrong on that day, on which the end result of our decision shown to us. On that day we have got two choices depending upon the result. One is to rejoice on taking the right decision and next is to regret on that wrong decision.

If the climax is good, we ca boast of our taking good decision, we can go on talking over our presence of mind and so on. But after the long waiting when our decisions turned out to be a bad one, what can we do? Regret about it? Here in this situation we have got our third choice.

Some may feel that the third choice is, not regretting on our decisions, by quoting “its part of my destiny”. But I feel that it is not a good practice to put all the blame on destiny and giving destiny all the responsibility of our decisions.

The third choice is of course “not regretting” on our decisions, but never give destiny a role to play in your 'decision making drama'. It may be a good ending or bad ending one, but we are the lead actors in the drama. So take full responsibility of your decisions and move ahead with optimism.

When there is positive energy like optimism, miracles can happen. If we are moving ahead with optimism, we can see the so called 'wrong decision' as some kind of opportunity. We can learn from it, and we assume that its not the end; not the end of the drama; the present situation is not the end result of our decision. There is still lot to go to reach the result. And from that point, with that belief, we can still work on our past decision and eventually it will turn out to be a good decision.

So when our life is mixed with optimism and filled with faith and positive energy, there will be no such things known as bad decision or bad experiences. Even though it may appear here and there in life, understand that it is not the ultimate result. Things gonna turn around. The ultimate result will only be success, happiness and joy. So enjoy your life with optimism.

Numbers....

2009-08-23T02:15:00.000-07:00

Numbers... how simple and cute they are..!

0,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 Only ten 'things'. Easy to learn, easy to remember.. Not a jargon at all..

Our day to day life is so interlinked with it.. and cant live a day with out using them in some form or other...

When we felt lonely, we punch in some number in our mobile phone...

we may type some message..Here Numbers are doing the job for us...

Numbers can make us happy, it can make us sad..it can make us laught and even cry..

When some a student gets higher number as their marks in any exam..it makes him/her happy..

While someone gets higher number as their rank..it makes them sad..

When someone gets higher number as money.. he is obviously happy..

When it is all about his debt.. he is the sad person..

when some number in certain order appears...it makes us happy..

If somebody is checking the results of a lottery draw..

and the number matches...!!!

So numbers are capable of causing even a heart attack..!

If you gave some exams ... and your roll number appeared.. you are a happy man..

You are eagerly looking for the free limit of your broadband plan..

You are tuning into some radio station...

You are flicking the channel using your remote controller..

Numbers are everywhere...

Without your permission, you are getting older and older..

Your age is shown by numbers..

The days you lived in this world is shown by numbers..

The coming days are shown by numbers..

Past..Present..Future..Eeverything is represented by numbers..

The whole world.. Each day.. Each minute and even each micro or nano seconds are counted using numbers...

If you misrepresent any number or change the order it can make a big difference..

In your exam, if you enterd the wrong number.. everything is gone.. you need not have to write the exam..

If you punch one different number while you callin someone..you will reach someone else..

If you change the number of your vehicle's number plate..you can be a criminal..!

If you add an extra 'zero' it can make a differnce of 1 lac and 10 lac..

A simple representation of number caused a lots of problem during the start of this century.. The Y2K problem..

Everything in this world..however small it might be.. how irrelevent it seems to us..(may be due to our repeated usage)...all have its own importance..

Thank you ' calendar ' for teaching me this lesson.. ;)

Placement diaries - 4 [ Infosys ]

2009-08-08T23:21:00.000-07:00

It was the first placemnt in our college for our batch. And there comes the giant..infy..

Everobody was excited and all those who have cleared infy's criterion prepared for it.

We also worked hard, not by preparing with quanti books and al.. We were a group of 6 member...great friend.. and two of them where the main part of our colege's placement cell...and i was also happened to be a very enthusiastic, active meber of that team.. So we have to prepare the wholw scenario as per the recruiting people's wish. they wanted this much of chair, tables , desks, becghes etc in each class room..they have got the best in the class menu for their lunch..tea and al. We need to arrange all these thing.. we need to consider the candidates food and seating..and the registration...there are looots of stuffs behind the scenes related to a placement drive.. we were unaware of it till we started indulged in it..

So the day before the D-day we were all at our college..spending our time and energy to arrange everything.. In order to fulfil the requirement we had to carry desks and beches from a one floor to another floor.. and how the hell it all weighed only we knew..

After that we went to order food for the next day..printed out many forms and posters.. cleared the table..cleaned the room..the plates... and little bit of beautification of the room intended for interview..

When we finished all these the time was almost 6 'o clock in the evening.. And we have a 'life changing exam to give ' the next day morning.. So far prepared nothing.. But still time was there, but how about energy??!!!

Well then came a call from one of our friends that he was also attending the exam the next day and he was coming to our place. So we have to make arrangements for his accomodation at our place. So he came.. we found him out from the bus stand.. and aftr food and all we reached at our hostel.. by that time there was little energy saved in me to learn anything new.. so didnt give it a try..and went to bed. Then the student coordinator of the placement cell...my friend..my room mate.. told me to call him up early in the morning.. coz he wanted to receive the recruiting people from the hotel where they were staying.. As he was not that good a waking up early in the morning..the duty of waking him up in hte morning was also on my shoulders.. so with that things in mind..setting the mobile alarm at that specific time..i touched the bed and slept....

It was the d-day.. Started the day very early.. Woke my friend up..then after sometimes an Innova came to our hostel and he left to the hotel. So then I have to start to the collge early as the key of the placement cell was with me that day.. the sooner i started to college.. Reached there and found two other members there. And started the works for that day..

We opened the registratin counter..set up the bench and desk.. set up the projector and mic for the PPT..

By 9.30 the big people came by the same innova.. We greeted them and by 10'o clock the whole process got its life.. The PPT started.. after that there was the aptitude exam. As i have to attend in the exam i 'resigned' from the duty and got into my seat..we filled up some application forms.. and aftr we gave the exam..

After exam it was the time for luch.. We have to provide food for both the participant and the intervieving people. By that time results would be pubished and those who got short listed must had to attend the hr interview..

We have no role in checking the answers as it might lead to some unnecessary talk.. So the whole responsibility was on our juniours..

After a while the results got published.. Wel i have nothing going through my mind that time.Coz i was unsure of my clearing of that exam as i dint prepare anything for it..

But to my astonishment My name was also there along with other fortunate people.. Well one other girl also got through the exam.she was also there with us as a part of the placemnt cell through out the previous day.. like me she might also dint get any chance to prepare for the exam...

Well then came the time for interview.. I wasn't prepared for this interview either... just like the other siuations.. i borrowed the shoes..and with that i jus started waiting for my turn to turn up...

And at last it came.. it was rather a simple interview..may be the fiirst interview in which i spoke something.... he asked me about myself,family,hobbies,,,etc etc.. and my resume guided him... and haappily i came out from the room and joined my 'team placement '

Its the time of the most exciting waiting...waiting for the results of interview... Jus like anyone else i was also anxious about the intervies..

it was alsmost complete one and half hours we sat in a room expecting our results.. the boys and girsl..the only sound was their gasping.. The results were highly confidential matter..so no one in our team could sneak into it...

And to end all of our anxiety...the results came.. again i have to believe that it wasnt a dream and its reality that i have jus got placed with infy...My name was also ther.. i was hapy...my friends were happy..and everyone those who got placed were happy...and there were not too many people who dint get..most of them cleared the interview.. bcoz that was infy...may be....!!

well i am haapy.. but our duties were still not over...we have to do many works even after the placemnt drive..like doing reverse of what we had done earlier in the morning...!!! setting up everything back into their original state..;) !!!!

well later that night we had a blast... we all partied... and shared the joy...!!!

thats something about my first placement.. but story still continues.. ;)

Placement diaries - 3 [Syntel]

2009-07-04T21:31:00.000-07:00

Suddenly one day one of the placement coordinators of our college, who happen to be one of my nearest friends ( well our group of 6, including me were active members of our placement team and 2 of them were the coordinators ) told me that there was another placement drive, and the company name is Syntel. Well just like IBS I have no idea of this company also, and a perfect stranger as far as this company was concerned and that was the first occasion I was hearing about such a company.

Well don't you want to know about the venue of the placement drive??!! Its our favorite Munnar, 382km away.. yes the same place where the whole Wipro thing was happened.

Well this time I was little bit more confident than before, 'coz I could clear the aapti at Wipro. So this time I did great research on the company, studied about the company, notes were made, coined new words for the interview. Well one such word was 'jithinnovation'. They were already using a word 'syntellovation' to indicate their innovative approach. Well that word was to indicate my innovation!!!

Well I was almost certain that I will clear the aptitude test and obviously next hurdle was the interview. Even though interview is a kind of one on one talk, still people attending interview always feared it, well I am no exception to this.

Thus I prepared very hard for Syntel eventhough it was a newly introduced word in my active vocabulary.

And on another sudden occassion our same placement coordinator told me that mechanical engineering students could not attend the interview. Being a great mechiee I was unfortunate to attend it. What a happy news that was!!!

That was the story about my third attempt!!!
story still continues.....

placement diaries - 2 [Wipro]

2009-06-28T00:28:00.000-07:00

This is definitely one of the unforgettable event in my life. This placement drive was held at Munnar, around 380 km away from my hometown. Most exciting part according to me as far as this placement drive is concerned is, even now my parents didn't know that i had attended such a placement. I dont know why i didnt tell, well simply didnt tell. thats it.

Well here also some eight to ten friends were with me. We made all arrangements for our stay with a friend's friends. That guy was studying at that college and staying at a rented house along with other guys. So stay , food nothing was a problem, we only wanted to perform well in our exam.

Well this time, I was even more prepared. I had done some research on the company, made a tailor made resume especially for Wipro like " I would like to apply my thoughts for the betterment of some world class company.... " like that. And one more thing, I also bought an Aggrawal!!

Well that was a nice college and nicer was the environment out there. Well guys its Munnar!! One of the top tourist spots in kerala. The college was like fully air conditioned, centralized Ac complex.

On the D-day , we reached the college within the time and got ourselves registered by paying the registration fee and 'accomplished' the food coupon. And time for the pre placement talk. It was just as the usual thing...our company..our company..etc etc.

And here comes the 'APTI'. Nothing was in my mind, just gave it and waited for the results to be announced.
Oh man!! I was in the list of people who went through the apti.
I made a progress man..;)
Some other friends were also got selected, but could see some sad faces as well.

Well the next item in store for me was the tech interview- Yes the Technical Interview. Questions from c, C++ etc were expected to ask for tech interview for software development companies like wipro. Well during the two years of my +2 life i learned c++ and SQL. So tech interview wasnt a nightmare for me.

But you know there are some 'etiquettes' for this interview thingy, -executive dressing, shoes,tie etc etc. As I was not sure of clearing the apti , i wasnt prepared with all these 'interview equipments'. Friend in need is a friend indeed. I was lucky to have such friends and one such friend helped me by giving his shoes.
And thus I am fully prepared for the tech interview.

I was along with many others made to wait outside a room where interview was going to take place. I really don't like to wait. Thats really a kind of tense moments. Finally my turn came and I entered the room after the usual " may i get in sir" question and then greeted him and took my seat when i was asked to.

Initially some simple techical related questions were asked and i gave the answers. then he asked the following question. " there is one helicopter, 2 people , one other and you and only one parachute. what will you do if copter crashes??" I asked the question to myself and I thought i cannot be that much selfish ,i am playing with someone else life which i have to value more than mine, so i would have let the other person to escape. I could related this situation with some of my past experiences. So i said I will let the other guy to use the parachute.
Then he asked another question : there are one jobs, two applicant, other guy and you(obviously). You got the job. Will you give your job to him??
Again i started to think and i thought i got this job because of my hard work, why should i hand it over to an undeserved guy and i just told him what i felt.
Then he told me that I was contradicting myself. May be you guys also think so, but I am sure that I was true to my heart. I know that you guys may have some problem in accepting my view, but i just followed what my heart said and stick with that. And he asked some other personal matters and the interview was over.

i got the result of the interview unofficially from one of the placement coordinators when i left the room. She told me that if you are selected, you will be given a form to fill in for the next HR interview. As i was not in possession of that invaluable thing i was not selected. Well I was rejected in a tech interview simply asking some HR questions. I was really angry over this, but who cares!!

When i started searching for my other friends I saw a happy face. He gave the interview very well, he answered most of the questions well, and even wrote c program. So he was sure that he would clear the tech interview. then i told him about the 'form' that was given to the 'clear people'. When he heard this his face became dull and he also became angry like me. I shared my story with him, not in a serious tone but in a lighter tone. That carried his sadness away and we as a team started to search for other guys.

Only three or four got the tech cleared and they were busy filling the 'form'. We wished them 'all the best' and started to wander through the garden and hills nearby, savoring the beauty of munnar. Well we decided to enjoy the trip as at least like a tour.
At the end we came to know that only one person got selected for the job from our team. ie from around 10 people. After a 300-400kms of journey only 1 was lucky enough to be placed in wipro!!!

Well some of us decided to stay back there one more day and to have a blast. But many other people were not willing to stay anymore minute there, may be because of their mood at that time. So we changed our plan and decided to return to home.

The return journey was even memorable. Most of the people vomit in the bus(some exception- 3 guys including me!!!)
Well thats how my second placement attempt over..
story continues......

placement diaries - 1 [IBS]

2009-06-27T23:41:00.001-07:00

Well just like any other student i was also looking forward for my campus placements, to get into some company and to secure my life(!) Well by the month of February, when i was fastly approaching the end of my 3rd year, the placement season starts to blossom. Some companies start to come to nearby colleges for placement drive. As our placement coordinators gave a later date, so forms will visit our college as late as April or so depending upon our exam dates etc.

As we were all excited about our first placement attempt , all us those who met the 70% criterion decided to attend it. Well the company name was IBS. Frankly I have nt heard that name before, but who cares!! We all prepared for it. Started preparing resumes.

Well preparing resumes is a kind of funny thing. Some three or four people will prepare their resume and all other 'not that keen' guys will simply replace their name and address and some 'must be replaced' kind of data like parents' name etc. . Thats all!! Their hobbies, activities, achievements everything will be the same.!!!

That was a two day placement drive. In the first day there will be aptitude test and those who clear the aptitude test have to attend the interview on the next day.

For most of the people , they will realize something was an opportunity when it just passes by them. Count me in that category. some of the people were started preparing for the D-day. They bought Aggrawal for 'Quanti' and all.. I just make fun of them and simply enjoyed my life!!!

The day has finally arrived. The place where the eight world wonder was about to take place was near my home. So some two three friends stayed at my home. On the D-day in the morning, by 7.30, we left to our place of interest. We reached there. Then saw too many similar people running here and thee for many purposes. Then some kind of feeling started to creep in. Don't know its name[hey not love n all..;)] May be a kind of fear, inferiority or what evear. I told you I don't know its name..
Well then heard a news that we need some more copies of our resume. So we also started to run here and there. And after all kinds of rituals like registration, remitting the fee etc we got settled.

Then started the PPT [pre placement talk] of the company, briefing about the salary, perks, working environment etc etc etc...

After that instructions were given to us to go to various classes for writing the 'apti'. Got the question paper. I was confident that i can crack it, because its all about common sense and a bit of mathematics, arithmetic and all ; but that wasn't the scene. I could do something easily (most of others could also) and for some other i ponder over it and without my knowledge and permission time flew away and lots of areas unaffected by pencil remain in my answer book.

Lunch was provided by the college. After the lunch, results will be announced. During the lunch time, I came across many of my old friends. well leave all those things. After the lunch, results announced. Many of my friends went through the apti, but not me. Well in my first attempt , i lost.

The next day- interview day. obviously i have nothing to do with that. But the other guys who were staying at my home, all of them cleared the apti , so have something to do with that. As they are not familiar with the place i also escorted them. And one more thing, all of them got placed with IBS!!

Well thats how my first placement attempt ended.
I was looking for my next chance....
so story continues..........

IAF EKT Question paper

2009-06-26T06:08:00.001-07:00

hi all..
here is the questions that were asked for Indian Air Force , Engineering knowledge test held on April 26th. It is intended for Mechanical engineering stream aspirants.

There may be some variations in the questions because the accuracy of questions depends on my memory power!! ;)
I could not remember all questions correctly and also the multiple choices.
please forgive me.

Questions

General Engineering

1. what does the symbol "j" represents in vector
2. Sulphation in Lead acid battery...
3. Transient current....
4. Principle of hydrogen bomb
5. radio activity is the property of...
6. above curie temperature, magnetic material will become......
7. series circuit current
8. byte= ___ bits
9. Control and arithmetic logic section is known as...
10.Micro computer is a computer...
11.power factor of a resistor..
12.hexadecimal digit..
13.fluorescent tube related qn.
14.change in dimension during the process of magnetisation..
15.in nuclear reaction , conservation of...........
16.unit of inductance..
17.petrol in india ..octane no.?
18.controlling device for small load?? [related to servo motor etc.]
19.viscosity of gas directly proportional to...
20.instruments to have wide range of scale..[related to exponential or linear scale etc.]
21.rating of electrolytic capacitor..
22.name of electric motor-both rotor and stator rotating at equal speed.
23.in reversible adiabatic process, change in entropy?
24.calory is a measure of??
25.compressed air inside a tire, what will happen if air passes through a hole??
26.work done in adiabatic change in gas..
27. related to carnot cycle in carnot engine
28.maximum efficiency of carnot engine
29.something related to mix of ice and water.
30.efficiency of otto cycle
31.floating battery bus or something..
32.longitudinal wave prorogation
33.unexcited single phase synchronous motor.
34.inductance ralted question
35.cylinder pressure, if height = 1/3 rd radius, then % of heat used to increase internal energy.

Mechanical engineering section

[the related topic are given here as i'm unsure of the exact questions.]

1. Gantt chart
2. work study
3. break even analysis
4. a box in operation chart represent what?
5. thermal expansion vale..
6. chip formation
7. tool wear
8. rake angle
9. lathes
10.theory of machines connected with what?
11.pairs
12.links
13.hooks joint
14.idler pulley
15.kinematics
16.COP
17.refrigeration
18.fatigue
19.creep
20.arc welding
21.butt weld
22.coating electrode
23.non contact electrode
24.adiabatic work
25.brayton cycle
26.surface tension
27.4 stroke
28. top dead centre
29.isothermal process
30.basis of heat transfer

All the very best for all the IAF aspirants.. :)
please let me know your comments.

The existence of a writer...

2009-06-21T03:26:00.000-07:00

I always wondered, why do you people spend time on my blog, and why do you want to spend your precious time and effort reading the craps written by me??!! Well I must ask this question myself when I read others blog.

Well this is just the case of a blog only. In a bigger scale you can see many people spending their time in book stalls and spending their hard earned money buying books and voraciously reading from page one to the end.

An author may have definite idea about some definite topics, and it may be good, bad or even ugly!! So we are paying and spending our time to understand somebody's idea, which the creator thinks right. There are different genres of books. I do agree with people who buy 'self help' books, because it definitely help people to some extend. But what about other types??!! Its all about we are paying attention to somebody's work, somebody's prejudice, somebody's ego, somebody's fantasy etc etc..

Recently I saw a person near the second hand book selling place or seconds book place. He appeared to be a budhijeevi kindaa person, shabbily dressed,with a cloth bag and carefully careless about himself. Well he wanted to buy a lots of books from there, but he didn't have enough money with him, but still after a long negotiation and all he manages to buy some books and that too on a promise to pay later, I suppose.
Well is there any need for him to buy books like that??!!

Well if we think in a pessimistic way, there is nothing in this world that we have to do. Like wise no need for buying a book and savour the ideology of some other man with some brand name!!

But its all about passion, not reasons that keeps us going in our life. If such people were not present in this world how many of the so called classics will get published?? Its all about the appreciation and comments that an author gets from the readers that keeps him going. Well I personally know the happiness when i see a new comment to any of my creation. It helps me to satisfy the ego!! ;)

So you, you are the reason for the existence of a writer in me, even though I didn't produced any world class things...;) So keep commenting and give me feed backs. :)
Thank you for your support so far... :)

a jounney into thyself...! ! !

2009-05-25T02:39:00.000-07:00

! ! ! ! ! !! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !! ! ! ! ! !!! ! !! ! ! !

impulsive in nature..
inspired by everything..
n running behind everything
and losing interest on the go..

carefree when opportunities pass by..

false high self esteem or low self confidence
.. don't know...

but still moving on with optimism..
when optimism fights with pessimism
when good quarrels with bad..
when the sea around you is disturbed..
time- the referee comes in and solves the dispute..

gaining nothing, but experiences..
losing opportunities, but everything..
moving on in life..with the wind..
n reaches where it takes...
no complaints and no regrets..
'coz Carefree is my name and show off to thyself is the hobby..

! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !! ! ! ! ! ! !!!!! ! !

how to have these so called cofidence and self esteem???

2009-05-20T10:15:00.000-07:00

it is very easy to say that you should have strong belief in yourself, you should be confident etc..etc.. But in reality it is very difficult to achieve those 'precious gifts'. But still it is not an impossible thing to have confidence in yourself.

People are lucky who have inherited good qualities. some other lucky people develop good qualities from their environment.Success from childhood greatly helps one to attain good self esteem. All these people are a kind of lucky people.

But luckier people are those who did not inherit those qualities, but wanted to change their attitudes to a good and positive attitude. To help them there are lots of Self help books are available. Also look for motivational book , articles etc. Internet is a vast area where you can find thousands and thousands of websites. Google will make the work easy for us.

one of the working thing is write down some confidence boosting sentence or your nearest goal in a paper clearly and read it aloud or silently -depends upon the people around you and many things- but with the right emotion. Imagine yourself achieving the goal. do it daily and your unconscious mind at last surrender to this thought and you will end up in achieving the goal..

Just try it out by yourself and pls let me know...
Once you experienced it by yourself, your confidence multiplies..while the multiplying factor being a very large number..

Be positive, Be a Winner..
all the best..

your life.....

2009-05-20T09:59:00.000-07:00

Our life is associated with too many other's life around us. But who is the hero in your life???

Yes.. YOU are the hero of your life. whatever may be the situation, whoever may be the people around you, as far as your life is concerned you are the hero of your life. If many people are participating in a competition along with you. Whom you want to see as the winner?? Its of course yourself..right?!! Yes.
Suppose If you are in love with a girl--well she can be the heroine in your life-- all others associated with this happening wont have any value in your life. If some other guys, may be more eligible than you(if ur ego allow it as a true fact) in love with her, or trying to win her love, is your villain. So you got a villain also. Most of the time parents may also take the role of villain in such situations.

So these are some situations. In all such situations our self esteem make us believe that we are the hero of the scenario. If you can believe this fact without a small trace of doubt, you definitely can be the winner of that situation. Its not just some simple words. It is the fact. You are what you believe. So if can make yourself believe the fact that you are the winner of the game, you will be the winner, provided you have a doubtless belief in your strength. If small percentage of doubt is there, you cant perform upto the mark. So think positively, develop a good self esteem and self confidence and be a winner...

caampus... ;-(

2009-05-15T03:11:00.000-07:00

ഒരിക്കല്‍ കണിക്കൊന്നകള്‍ പൂക്കുമ്പോള്‍ സന്തോഷമായിരുന്നു മനസ്സില്‍,
മറ്റൊരിക്കല്‍ മധ്യവേനലവധിക്ക് വേണ്ടി പ്രാര്‍ത്ഥിച്ചിരുന്നു ,
എന്നാലിന്ന് കൊന്നകള്‍ ചിരി തൂകുന്നില്ല,
അതിനു ഒരേയൊരു അര്‍ഥം മാത്രം - വേര്‍പാട്‌
വേനല്‍ ചൂടിനു മറ്റൊരു ചങ്ങാതി കൂടി
വേര്‍പിരിയുന്ന സൌഹൃദങ്ങള്‍ ...
കാലമേ നങ്ങള്‍ക്ക് വേണ്ടി നിനക്ക് മെല്ലെ സഞ്ചരിക്കാമോ?

made friendzz for a lifetime..
lived life to the core..
enjoyed every moment...

different experiences..
newer feelings..
stupid fights, great jokes..
canteen..corridors.exams..assignments..
mobile..messages..mis cals..
examzz..internals.last minute study..attendance..
love..proposals..mis understandings..
friendzzz..teachers..juniors...

and a four beautiful years..!!!

Its all over and will neva come back..
if comes back.. never be the same..
our college life is over!!!!

Only the golden memories are in hands to cherish...

school days...

2009-05-07T02:28:00.001-07:00

When people think about their school days they often they that it induce a kind of nostalgia in their mind. Yeah, I must also admit that fact. It really give some good old memories.
But if you go deep into the memories you can find its mixed with a bunch of rubbish activities. By 'rubbish activities' i did not mean our childish activities, but something that i am going to tell you.

Have you ever been a class leader???
Well if you don't know who a class leader and what all his duties; i will tell you now. Most of the time the brightest mind in that class is selected as the class leader. His/her main duty is to note down the names of the problem makers in the class when teacher is not present in the class. Well, who all are these problem makers??? According to the Lower/ Upper primary school 'laws' the people who talks in a kind of loud voice with his mates when teacher is not present in the class during the class time are the problem makers. if any boy or girl is found to be violating the law, his name has to be written on a small piece of paper by the so called class leader. This has to be handed over to the teacher when he/she arrives. OR if he is not present it has to be handed over to a teacher in the nearby class.

Well this is the first rubbish thing according to me. Pupil has to be sit silently in the class for an hour or so, if he utter a sentence his name is carved onto a piece of paper which would later submitted to the 'law and order authorities'

The next of this kinda activity is the further steps related to the first activity.

When the teacher receives the 'most wanted' list, he comes to the class. By that time pupil will settle down. And most of the usual suspects were anxious thinking whether their name is there in the list or not. Then breaking the suspense, the teacher calls out the names loudly. Then each of the terrorists stands up. Then the show of the teacher stars. With a long, slim stick he starts to give them the medicine for their "disciplinelessness".
Well now thinking about such things I have no words to express. Is that discipline??
is this the way to teach students??
well there are much more rubbish things in our school. lets find it out later.

types of studies.........

2009-04-05T08:39:00.000-07:00

everyone in this world definitely once being to school.
At the time of our schooling , we may follow different types of studying methods.
I have personally seen two main types of studying methods.
One is to study for examination purpose and the second is for our own understanding purpose.
Most of the students , most of the time follow the first method- Study exclusively for the examinations.
Previous year question papers and many guides aid for this purpose.
Even the students who are pursuing higher studies also follow the suit.
They are studying a few days before the exam date and study the most important, frequently asked type of questions and store it in the memory sectioned to store datas that needed to be active only for a few days. And on the D-day he pour everything on his head onto the paper. Thats it. Nothing will be there in the head after that.. Its all finished. He cannot recollect what he learned a few days back after the exam. Thats the specialty of this type of study.

only a few people are really interested in the second type of study method. this type of methods needs interest on the part of the student. He really wanted to be interested in the subject. He studies it for his own purpose, out of his own interest, to increase his knowledge. This kind of method requires lot of time, lot of patience. So most of the people prefers the first and easier method.

What is your style of study buddies??

are we fools!!!!!?

2009-02-14T08:58:00.000-08:00

We are living in a world of globalization.Market forces are controlling our so called life. Well actually they are making our life. they are determining what we have to wear.. what we have to eat and drink.. what we have to celebrate.. etc..etc..
They are controlling us in all nukes and corners of our life.

Valentines day...

Most of the so called "youth" celebrate this day with full of their energy. they are buying flowers , cards, ice creams....the list goes on depending upon the length, breadth and thickness of their pockets.

All of a sudden who started celebrating such a new event. For a few years before we have not heard of such a day. Then may be the business people aimed our youth. they brain-washed our youth and taught them about such an event and showed them how to celebrate that day so that they could make some big money and profit.

Without giving a damn to these thoughts we are still celebrating Valentine's day with its full colour and charm..

On the other side some other interesting things are going on.
Some fools with different names are opposing the celebration of the same on some cultural grounds!!!
Yes.. indeed. India has got a great culture..No doubt about that..
But what we can say about holding the same culture for some culture less activities!!
They are not allowing the young people belonging to opposite sexes, even to travel along the road!!!

We are the fools standing in between these two sides..
We are celebrating because someone has told us to do so..
We are feared to celebrate because someone has threatened us..
SWO who are we?? what are we titled to call ourselves???

Dual personalities..!!!

2009-02-12T22:58:00.000-08:00

you might have heard about this term - "dual personality".
You know a person for a long time in your workplace and you think you know everything about him. But when you see him in some other situation like at his home or somewhere else, he has changed a lot. He is not the person you knew before. His behavior has changed. Yeah, there are many persons like this. they change depending upon different situation, places, persons etc. It can be called the dual personality.

But in this digital world also there are this type of persons.
So i like to call them "digital dual personalities"

Here I am going to give you some of my thoughts and some examples about this kind of people.

In their real life they may be introvert, not ready to speak an 'earful of sentences' like that.. but when they are here in this digital world, they have become the ultra brilliant extroverts.. If they are in some kind of social networking sites the may go on chatting with 'stranger than strangest people' for hours and hours at a stretch..

i think such a situation arise because of a kind of security that we can feel here.
Our real identity can be hide, or others know nothing about us except what we are ready to share with them. Also they are not under the insecurity of facing and looking into the eyes of other person when they are talking. Some shy people do not like to talk with people just because they need to look at their face during the conversation.These type of insecurities are absent in this digi-world. So they are more confident than real life situation and make newer and newer amigos.

some other types of persons are also in this 'by product of technology' world.
These people become philosophers or people who use high sounding words. Well its a good thing. But in real life they cannot be as successful as in digital world. They can easily come up with ideas.. publish it.. and will get a lot of audience.. and reviews and feed backs..both good and bad..
In real world these things take time and also it takes lot of effort..
and one more thing.. we can easily accept even the bad criticism if given not directly. Its intensity will be less if we read it from the feedback or comment box.

So try to figure out such people, may be with different attributes specified above. May be you also such a person [lyk me..;-)]

Stress interview...

2008-12-21T08:58:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,
have you ever been to a stress interview?
wel, recently i attended a stress interview..
not a typical, normal stress interview..
a very differnt kind of stress interview..
about which i have never heard..

Wel that interview was a part of a contest..
" the best manager contest"
it was a management event..
it was conducted by kannur university,
part of Techinova '08..
wel that was the name of the whole program..

Now about the contest.
There were actually three rounds..
1. Group discussion
2.Toggle
3.The stress interview

Group Discussion

the topic given to us was "is there any need of Employee Union in IT firms?"
most of us supported the point.
wel, actually it was my secong GD.
in the first gd I couldnt perform well.
and i failed miserably.
Wel in this GD also i didnt have very high expectation;
'coz i was participating against one of the bests in our college.

But to my surprise and to the surprise of all others..
I topped the GD.
the judges gave me very good comments..
wel such a situation is first of its kind as far as i was concerned.
The judges said that they have selected me because of the strong points of mine.
i wonder what all were the strong points?!!
Toggle

It was an intersting round.
they gave us two photos.
they will toggle the photos and we have to talk about the object or subject in the photo
as long as they were on the screen.

i got the photos of Aiswarya rai and that of a snake.
and the time given to us was 10 mins.
some how i managed and completed the contest.

the other figures were dosai&burger; lady with a guitar and money; small hut & a sky scraper etc.
Stress Interview

Here comes the most important and much awaited stress interview.
we were all dressed in a very executive manner so as to match the standards of the interview.

before the interview we were given a questionnare to fill up.
some of the questions were

what is your dirty name?
what is your opinion about homosexulaty?
what do you think about prostitues?
after marriage if your wife tells you about her experience of sex with other guy what will you do?
what will be your reaction if your wife gets pregnant in th efirst night?

i dont know from where they got these kindaa questions??!!!

the time for the interview came.
as i was the topper in the GD i was called for the interview first.

some of the organisors called me and i went with them.
they led me to a room where lots of make up items were kept.
i wondered why all these things were kept there.
suddenly they started applying make up on me..
i got surprised and i protested them first.
and then i came to know that it was also a part of the interview..
Oh man.. i never knew this..
and do you know what was the make over waited for me that day..

LUTTAAPPY...
all the Keralites are familiar with this comic character.
i appreciate their creativity, 'coz the ideas came to their mind during the make up were 'awesome'.
they were in kind of ragging mood. wel they were all students.. may be of my age.

this was the make over that they given to me!!!!!!!!!

well after that i was told to run through the crowd.
wel the crowd cosistst mainly of girls.

i dont know from where i got the courage.
i did it and reached the stage.
and jugdes started asking me questions..
i have to answer their questions in that dressing..
what a stress interview!!!

the questions were mostly from the questionnare that we filled up.
i answered their questions as i can.

Situation round

this was the second round of stress interview.
we were given a situation.
we have to convey it to the audience s well as the judges.
and after that we have to suggest a solution to the situation.

i got this situation
" you have fired from an IT firm without notice and you are the only support of your family"
wel i described it to the audience and solved it.

thus my stress interview was over.
After all that was a nice experience.
in the usual case i would never go to a stage escpecially with that kinda costumes and perform.
even in front of small audience i will shiever with fear.
with that experience i thing my stage frieght has lost and i am much much more confident of myself.

thank you everyone for giving me such a wonderful opportunity..

"do the things that you fear to do.. "
" in life most of the great things are achieved if we do the things that we fear to do"

my first accident !!!

2008-11-28T21:21:00.000-08:00

no one is exception to the thing called 'Accident'.
it will struck a5t anytime, to anyone, and anywhere..
so far i 've a personal pride that even i ride at an average speed of 60km/hr. nothin happened me so far.. but today everything came to an end..

today my uncle forgot something on his bike when he was hurrying for the train..
he called me and told me to take it ..
as it was put there publically i went to the spot immediately- on one of ma relative's bike..
as usual a bit rash driving..
i reached the place and did what i ,ve to do.. and came back..

on my way back to home it all happened..
from the long distance itself i saw two children playing..
so iwas careful.. spped was very low from my usuals..
i was about to cross the children..

suddenly a boy crossed the road.. it was all off a sudden and i wasn't expecting it at the least..
i changed the direction ,applied the brake.. something happened..
i was sure that the boy was hit..

i slided 1 or 2 meters through the road with my bike..
bike was over my leg and the back wheel was still rotating with a 'dirty sound'...
from the thin air, from no where people gathered..
i don't know from where did they come actually..

well the funny thing is that no one actually helped me.. every one wanted to know what happened..!!!

i pushed the bike up and turned the key inti 'off' position..
and went to look the kid,..
he waas disappeared..!!!
well then only i could breathe normally..
'cos nothing happened to the boy..
i saw that the mirror hit the boy..

i found out the boy and saw some very thin red lines on his cheeks..
nothing more happened to him..
and it seemed that he was not at all consider about it..
also noone blamed me.. 'cos everyone knew that it wasnt my fault actually..
well it my luck or may be the boy's.. nothing happened to him..
if anything happened to him.. i cant even imagine my life..
i'm very sensible..i 'll be in depression for a very long time..!!
oh my gooooodness.....!!!!

then i came back to my bike..
oh my dear bike!! anything happened to you???

it has a crash guard!!
it was a bit tilted.. some scratches on the headlight section and on the foot peg..
and some oil came out...
that it..
oh god.. thanks..

well now about myself..
blood was there on my left hand
and on the rigth hand but not that much..
and my knee was also burning..
after the inspection i saw some scratches on both knees..
i washed the affected parts.. well no one helped me on that occassion also..

and came back.. then the dutyful people started their usual job..' TheEnquiry'..
i described all the events happened ..

and tried starting my bike..
thank god. on the second attempt it started..
i put it in the first gear.. no problem..
and back to home.. butnot like the usual way..
a bit more careful driving with a low number on the speedometer dial...

reached home..
father was not at home..thank god once again..
el i cant describe all these things to father..
i called ma brother and told everything..
then came mother..i thought for a while.."should i tell or wat??"
then i told her..
blamed my time, the planets etc..
and applied some medicines and dressed the wounds..
and i was back to work..

as i 've nothing to do.. sat in front of the computer and started orkuting and blogging..

and i 've decided to learn something from my experiences..
so after this my riding will be careful..(who knows how long will it go?? until i get a 150cc or above)
and will be more careful when i see some children playing...

CAT [ Common Admission Test ]

2008-11-22T09:57:00.000-08:00

Here comes my CAT experience..

CAT- Common Admission Test --i too give it a shot.
That's really a great experience to me.

Till this November 16th, i have a distant knowledge about CAT.

Now i tasted the flavour of India's one of the most prestigious exams.

Well I belong to the category of one of the coolest kids attended the
great exam.

Going for CAT without preparing even for the last week!!!

The serious students who were preparing the whole long year would
kick me to death!

But who cares..

My money my OPPORTUNITY, and after all ma life..

Altogether it was a great experience.

As per their say we should reach the test centre by 9.45am
and "Calicut'[Kozhikode] was the only centre in Kerala.

So on that day day buses and trains would be full of the
so called 'CAT aspirants'.

So we decided to [well some 2 other buddies are also attending
CAT along with me. in fact they are my roomies also..]

stay at our another roomies house.

We reached there Saturday evening,
one day before the 'D-day',

and spent most of our time at the beach
and various shopping malls.!!

Well that was our attitude towards the exam.
Well leave those silly things.

Lets go the D day thingy..

D-DAY

Its November 16- 2008.

Started from our friend's home at 9.15
and reached the test centre
by 9.35
and found out the class room.

Got into it.

By that time most of the serious people were already
in their assigned positions.
Me too took my seat

and checked and rechecked the roll number.

There was plenty of time left for the starting of the exam.
But everyone was inside the class room,

mee too no exception to it.

when i was idling, I switched on my RADAR and
searched for somebody..
you know it might be for girls..what else!!!

Well the seat next to me was still vacant.

I asked God for a lottery..

Well God didn't disappoint me..
A girl came in and occupied the seat..

but not that pretty..well its a girl na.. not a boy..
THANK GOD..

but got no response at all from her..!!
may be a 'serious CAT aspirant!!'

so I again let my eyes onto other parts of the room.

THERE IT IS......

There was a packet lying on the table.

Yes..its the bundle of paper which could potentially change once life

or which could either blast-off a thousand plus Indian rupees at once.

No doubt..its the CAT question and answer booklet..

It was lying there waiting for the bell to ring and
then to reach our hands..

After a bit long 'dental checkup' i got bored.

But it didn't last too long.

At 10.00 the booklet was handed over to us
and gave a series of instructions to fill it.

I filled it and again started searching
for something interesting somewhere..

Got struck on a sentence which was a part of the instruction.

"YOU CAN LEAVE THE HALL WHEN THE INVIGILATOR SAYS
'YOU MAY LEAVE NOW'".

A joke came in..may be a PJ..

'What if he/she use some other word instead of 'you may leave now'??

[NB: pls don't force yourself to laugh]

And the battle started at 10.30 and it would continue till 1.00
-- 2and a half hours..

Started scanning through the questions.

There was was a total of 90 questions;
3 sections- 25,25,40 questions on each section.

+4 and -1 for correct and wrong answers respectively.

And there was a sectional cut off also.

First section was the quantitative section-
better known among students as quanti seciton..

Without preparation even the brightest minds cant crack it.

So I attempted only a few questions.

My thirst to darken the bubble came to an end at the 11th question.

Then came some logical analysing type questions,

data interpretation and English section.

I tried tried it a little better.

By 12.15 I completed my first rounds.

Then i would have to go back and test my luck on
those questions that i left behind.

Well that was my usual strategy for most of the exams.

And the last minute of the exaaam..

Its the panic time..At this time I couldn't think clearly.

So i went for pure probability, pure luck and pure guess..

I darkened some of the bubbles on this basis;

even without looking at the questions, sometimes.

Well..I have nothing to lose..but anything that i get is a gain na..!!

Came here with no expectation, but with hope alone..

And at 1.00pm it came to an end to my first ever CAT exam!!!

And nothing special after that..Came back to home in the next train.

The luckless people again got no girl companions in the train too. :-(

And there comes to and end to my first ever attempted
CAT exam experience....

MY FRIEND....

2008-11-11T07:19:00.000-08:00

[non-orphan part ii.. a short story dedicated to those who feel they have no one with them..]

" when i am alone , i'm all alone..
no one is there to share with me, no one is there for me to talk.
but people around me are all enjoying themselves with their girlfriends or better say their lady love through the privilege that they got from the lavish offers put forward by some mobile companies which are specifically designed for such people..

i too have mobile, i too have offers, i too have money to recharge..
but!! but i'm lacking one thing.. the GF..

i'm best friend friend of some, good friend of many and have lots of other acquaintance.
i understand them, i lend my ears to their problems and console them, solve their problem....
but..but...who is there for me??

in a way i have friends..good friends and best friends.
but not the kind that i wanted..
i want or i need a friend who can understand me, who care for me, to whom i can tell everything..
being a boy what i wanted is ofcourse a girl friend with all these qualifications..

sometimes when the feeling of loneliness creeps in i do wanted to talk to someone, i do want to share my feelings..
as i desperately failed to express myself, i searched for some other means..
and thus decided to give my problems a textual 'incarnation'..

i approached my all time companion..my mobile..
started typing a long message..and pushed my linguistic skills to its limit.. and the message character limit as well..

now i want to share my feelings.. so i have to send it to someone..!!
but to whom should i send it??!!
the answer is still " NO ONE ".. i realised with small pain my mind..
then i started to think of a friend who is like GOD...
GOD.. to whom we can say anything and everything.. will be there always to hear everything that we say without a single word against us..
and who bless us with all kind of positive things if our belief is also positive..

can i find a friend like him????

may be No..
then why don't i make GOD as my friend.. a thought flashed through my mind..
yes.. he is my best and dearest friend from now onwards..

a friend and guardian for all who don't have no one to share , to hear and to support..
God is great..!!! "

I closed his diary..."sorry dear bro to read your diary withoout permission..and i ll try to be ur best friend..God please give me all your abilities"..

Non-orphans...

2008-11-11T05:46:00.000-08:00

wel you may be thinking that who are these non orphans..
[its jus a 'new word' i accidently created..(pls forgive me if u dont like it)]
these are people alone in the crowd..
the people who have everyone..
father, mother , brother, acquintance...
but no one to care them actually...
they may be surrounded by a number of friends..
but not a single friend cant understand his/her feeelings..
or if he/she has a good friend..
but the friend is busy with his/her life..
so these fellows wont get much attention even from their good friends..
to whom they express their feeling????
no one is there actually..
if someone is there, then no one is actually interested in others problems..
well people are busy with their own problems..
then how can they spend time on other people's problem??!!!

the number of such people are increasing i feel..
so what we can do if we knew such people or if we come across such people??
we need to give them support..
we must be very good friend at least to our friends..
because it is the very basic level..
friendship must be unconditional...
whatever be the situation.. wherever be the problem.. we must be with our friends..
we must try to understand them..
we must pay attention to their even silly problems..
we must be very caring...

so learn the goodness of friendship..
be a good friend..get good friends..
without friends, life in this word is unthinkable..

infatuation....

2008-11-07T07:33:00.000-08:00

INFATUATION...
its new word added to my active vocabulary. i came across this new word only recently.. may be around one year back..
well to me its the next great thing after love.
we fell in infatuation more than once in our life time..
and it is definetely different from love.. coz we need to be sincere in love..
but as far as infatuation is concerned we got all the freedom.. still we have a great feeling with us..

even the feeling that goes with infatuation is great.. then what will be the case with real sincere love..
so infatuation is the basic step or basic qualification to love or to be loved..

infatuation is safe..it lacks constraints..its as great as love..
so if you are carefree.. dont want to take responsibilities of real love.. Infatuation is the feeling for you...

love.. love .. love..its my love..

2008-09-19T05:08:00.000-07:00

love!!!!..... yes indeed a wonderful feeling.............

unless it is a failure.....

the moment you express your feeling to her...

the moment that you want to cherish

all your life time.............

unless its a failure....

the words that came from your heart

to express your feeling towards her....

the last minutes before you express ur love...

with full of tension..the same last moment

when ur mouth went dry...

ran out of words....

and at last you got the courage from all the world....

and the first word that came from your heart....

then the expression on her face....

the perplexity on her face...

the silence on her part...

the flow of words from ur heart

after the first inhibition....

everything is a nice

or the nicest of all feeling in the world

unless its a failure....

the nostalgic feeling

when u see the same old narrow path

where you got your life...

a lifetime achievement....

the time u both spent together..

the silly topics you discussed together...

.the silly topics u both quarrel with each other...

the first gift that u gave...

the unnamed expression on her eyes....

eagerly waited for the day to be shown up..

her b'day..to give her a present...

and a the card with full of words from ur heart...

another day that u waited..feb 14...

the rigth day to show her ur feeling...

thru a costly card..and a freshly bought rose..

the world wide accepted symbol of love....

the days ...nights..dreams..daydreams..

.everything is as precious as her....

the boring classes in which you thougth about her....

the films that u both watch togethrer...

the parks..beaches..ways..subways..corridors...

everything is as sweet as her...

love ur lover...love to love ur lover....

love...

yes yes...indeed a beautiful..wonderful...feeling.............

indulge in love........live love..love love.......

ideas to contribute to the browser war..!!

2008-09-15T11:11:00.000-07:00

one more idea regarding new browser flashed through my mind...

is it possible in our available browser to have multiple profiles???

differnt profile users have different settings..their history is independent of others..

their favourites, bookmarks everything is only their own in that profile..

is that possible???

what I need from a new browser..

2008-09-12T11:19:00.000-07:00

hi people-- who love some kind of innovative ideas...

i am here to tell you one such an idea that came to me...

what i or may be we really wanted from a new innovative browser..

basically a browser should be very interactive..

by interactive i mean we can use the contents of the sites as on a print media..

i mean we have to use the contents as if it is on a paper..

so that we can underline something, highlight someother..scribble something that we need to remember..etc...

for this my suggestion is to give a pencil like this as an extra option..

this pencil, obviously operated by mouse pointer..

we can use this pencil to draw on the browser screen, to underline something that needs attention..etc etc...

i think google chrome should incorporate this if they can.. well they definetely can program it around.. i am pretty sure.. but will they use it..that i dont know now..

so what do you people think about this???

Earn money by posting your comments..

2008-06-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

Well guys just like most of the persons using internet
I was also frantically searching for a part time
job through internet.

During such a searching oneday i accidently came across
a wonderful Indian site which from my
personal experience i can say geniuine.

Its kind of forum.
For each of your posting you will be awarded one point.
And for each friends you invites you will get two points.
And when you reach 100 points you will receive

a cheque of
100/-
at your home.
Well Its not a big money ,but just like sending a scrap in orkut you can
earn money.That the beauty of this site.
Why dont give a try...

Here I am doing nothing but inviting you all to join this site.
It is beneficial for both of us.
For passing this information to you I will get 2 points
if you join through me...Thats it.
Well if I am doing this you can be sure that it works..right..
so please join through me as a kind gesture to thank me
for giving you this not a scam, genuine information.
here is the link..
www.DIGITALBHOOMI.com
Hope you will join..
thank you..