my first accident !!!

no one is exception to the thing called 'Accident'.
it will struck a5t anytime, to anyone, and anywhere..
so far i 've a personal pride that even i ride at an average speed of 60km/hr. nothin happened me so far.. but today everything came to an end..

today my uncle forgot something on his bike when he was hurrying for the train..
he called me and told me to take it ..
as it was put there publically i went to the spot immediately- on one of ma relative's bike..
as usual a bit rash driving..
i reached the place and did what i ,ve to do.. and came back..

on my way back to home it all happened..
from the long distance itself i saw two children playing..
so iwas careful.. spped was very low from my usuals..
i was about to cross the children..

suddenly a boy crossed the road.. it was all off a sudden and i wasn't expecting it at the least..
i changed the direction ,applied the brake.. something happened..
i was sure that the boy was hit..

i slided 1 or 2 meters through the road with my bike..
bike was over my leg and the back wheel was still rotating with a 'dirty sound'...
from the thin air, from no where people gathered..
i don't know from where did they come actually..

well the funny thing is that no one actually helped me.. every one wanted to know what happened..!!!

i pushed the bike up and turned the key inti 'off' position..
and went to look the kid,..
he waas disappeared..!!!
well then only i could breathe normally..
'cos nothing happened to the boy..
i saw that the mirror hit the boy..

i found out the boy and saw some very thin red lines on his cheeks..
nothing more happened to him..
and it seemed that he was not at all consider about it..
also noone blamed me.. 'cos everyone knew that it wasnt my fault actually..
well it my luck or may be the boy's.. nothing happened to him..
if anything happened to him.. i cant even imagine my life..
i'm very sensible..i 'll be in depression for a very long time..!!
oh my gooooodness.....!!!!

then i came back to my bike..
oh my dear bike!! anything happened to you???

it has a crash guard!!
it was a bit tilted.. some scratches on the headlight section and on the foot peg..
and some oil came out...
that it..
oh god.. thanks..

well now about myself..
blood was there on my left hand
and on the rigth hand but not that much..
and my knee was also burning..
after the inspection i saw some scratches on both knees..
i washed the affected parts.. well no one helped me on that occassion also..

and came back.. then the dutyful people started their usual job..' TheEnquiry'..
i described all the events happened ..

and tried starting my bike..
thank god. on the second attempt it started..
i put it in the first gear.. no problem..
and back to home.. butnot like the usual way..
a bit more careful driving with a low number on the speedometer dial...

reached home..
father was not at home..thank god once again..
el i cant describe all these things to father..
i called ma brother and told everything..
then came mother..i thought for a while.."should i tell or wat??"
then i told her..
blamed my time, the planets etc..
and applied some medicines and dressed the wounds..
and i was back to work..

as i 've nothing to do.. sat in front of the computer and started orkuting and blogging..

and i 've decided to learn something from my experiences..
so after this my riding will be careful..(who knows how long will it go?? until i get a 150cc or above)
and will be more careful when i see some children playing...

CAT [ Common Admission Test ]

Here comes my CAT experience..

CAT- Common Admission Test --i too give it a shot.
That's really a great experience to me.

Till this November 16th, i have a distant knowledge about CAT.

Now i tasted the flavour of India's one of the most prestigious exams.

Well I belong to the category of one of the coolest kids attended the
great exam.

Going for CAT without preparing even for the last week!!!

The serious students who were preparing the whole long year would
kick me to death!

But who cares..

My money my OPPORTUNITY, and after all ma life..

Altogether it was a great experience.

As per their say we should reach the test centre by 9.45am
and "Calicut'[Kozhikode] was the only centre in Kerala.

So on that day day buses and trains would be full of the
so called 'CAT aspirants'.

So we decided to [well some 2 other buddies are also attending
CAT along with me. in fact they are my roomies also..]

stay at our another roomies house.

We reached there Saturday evening,
one day before the 'D-day',

and spent most of our time at the beach
and various shopping malls.!!

Well that was our attitude towards the exam.
Well leave those silly things.

Lets go the D day thingy..

D-DAY

Its November 16- 2008.

Started from our friend's home at 9.15
and reached the test centre
by 9.35
and found out the class room.

Got into it.

By that time most of the serious people were already
in their assigned positions.
Me too took my seat

and checked and rechecked the roll number.

There was plenty of time left for the starting of the exam.
But everyone was inside the class room,

mee too no exception to it.

when i was idling, I switched on my RADAR and
searched for somebody..
you know it might be for girls..what else!!!

Well the seat next to me was still vacant.

I asked God for a lottery..

Well God didn't disappoint me..
A girl came in and occupied the seat..

but not that pretty..well its a girl na.. not a boy..
THANK GOD..

but got no response at all from her..!!
may be a 'serious CAT aspirant!!'

so I again let my eyes onto other parts of the room.

THERE IT IS......

There was a packet lying on the table.

Yes..its the bundle of paper which could potentially change once life

or which could either blast-off a thousand plus Indian rupees at once.

No doubt..its the CAT question and answer booklet..

It was lying there waiting for the bell to ring and
then to reach our hands..

After a bit long 'dental checkup' i got bored.

But it didn't last too long.

At 10.00 the booklet was handed over to us
and gave a series of instructions to fill it.

I filled it and again started searching
for something interesting somewhere..

Got struck on a sentence which was a part of the instruction.

"YOU CAN LEAVE THE HALL WHEN THE INVIGILATOR SAYS
'YOU MAY LEAVE NOW'".

A joke came in..may be a PJ..

'What if he/she use some other word instead of 'you may leave now'??

[NB: pls don't force yourself to laugh]

And the battle started at 10.30 and it would continue till 1.00
-- 2and a half hours..

Started scanning through the questions.

There was was a total of 90 questions;
3 sections- 25,25,40 questions on each section.

+4 and -1 for correct and wrong answers respectively.

And there was a sectional cut off also.

First section was the quantitative section-
better known among students as quanti seciton..

Without preparation even the brightest minds cant crack it.

So I attempted only a few questions.

My thirst to darken the bubble came to an end at the 11th question.

Then came some logical analysing type questions,

data interpretation and English section.

I tried tried it a little better.

By 12.15 I completed my first rounds.

Then i would have to go back and test my luck on
those questions that i left behind.

Well that was my usual strategy for most of the exams.

And the last minute of the exaaam..

Its the panic time..At this time I couldn't think clearly.

So i went for pure probability, pure luck and pure guess..

I darkened some of the bubbles on this basis;

even without looking at the questions, sometimes.

Well..I have nothing to lose..but anything that i get is a gain na..!!

Came here with no expectation, but with hope alone..

And at 1.00pm it came to an end to my first ever CAT exam!!!

And nothing special after that..Came back to home in the next train.

The luckless people again got no girl companions in the train too. :-(

And there comes to and end to my first ever attempted
CAT exam experience....

.

MY FRIEND....

[non-orphan part ii.. a short story dedicated to those who feel they have no one with them..]


" when i am alone , i'm all alone..
no one is there to share with me, no one is there for me to talk.
but people around me are all enjoying themselves with their girlfriends or better say their lady love through the privilege that they got from the lavish offers put forward by some mobile companies which are specifically designed for such people..

i too have mobile, i too have offers, i too have money to recharge..
but!! but i'm lacking one thing.. the GF..

i'm best friend friend of some, good friend of many and have lots of other acquaintance.
i understand them, i lend my ears to their problems and console them, solve their problem....
but..but...who is there for me??

in a way i have friends..good friends and best friends.
but not the kind that i wanted..
i want or i need a friend who can understand me, who care for me, to whom i can tell everything..
being a boy what i wanted is ofcourse a girl friend with all these qualifications..

sometimes when the feeling of loneliness creeps in i do wanted to talk to someone, i do want to share my feelings..
as i desperately failed to express myself, i searched for some other means..
and thus decided to give my problems a textual 'incarnation'..

i approached my all time companion..my mobile..
started typing a long message..and pushed my linguistic skills to its limit.. and the message character limit as well..

now i want to share my feelings.. so i have to send it to someone..!!
but to whom should i send it??!!
the answer is still " NO ONE ".. i realised with small pain my mind..
then i started to think of a friend who is like GOD...
GOD.. to whom we can say anything and everything.. will be there always to hear everything that we say without a single word against us..
and who bless us with all kind of positive things if our belief is also positive..

can i find a friend like him????

may be No..
then why don't i make GOD as my friend.. a thought flashed through my mind..
yes.. he is my best and dearest friend from now onwards..

a friend and guardian for all who don't have no one to share , to hear and to support..
God is great..!!! "

I closed his diary..."sorry dear bro to read your diary withoout permission..and i ll try to be ur best friend..God please give me all your abilities"..

Non-orphans...

wel you may be thinking that who are these non orphans..
[its jus a 'new word' i accidently created..(pls forgive me if u dont like it)]
these are people alone in the crowd..
the people who have everyone..
father, mother , brother, acquintance...
but no one to care them actually...
they may be surrounded by a number of friends..
but not a single friend cant understand his/her feeelings..
or if he/she has a good friend..
but the friend is busy with his/her life..
so these fellows wont get much attention even from their good friends..
to whom they express their feeling????
no one is there actually..
if someone is there, then no one is actually interested in others problems..
well people are busy with their own problems..
then how can they spend time on other people's problem??!!!

the number of such people are increasing i feel..
so what we can do if we knew such people or if we come across such people??
we need to give them support..
we must be very good friend at least to our friends..
because it is the very basic level..
friendship must be unconditional...
whatever be the situation.. wherever be the problem.. we must be with our friends..
we must try to understand them..
we must pay attention to their even silly problems..
we must be very caring...

so learn the goodness of friendship..
be a good friend..get good friends..
without friends, life in this word is unthinkable..

infatuation....

INFATUATION...
its new word added to my active vocabulary. i came across this new word only recently.. may be around one year back..
well to me its the next great thing after love.
we fell in infatuation more than once in our life time..
and it is definetely different from love.. coz we need to be sincere in love..
but as far as infatuation is concerned we got all the freedom.. still we have a great feeling with us..

even the feeling that goes with infatuation is great.. then what will be the case with real sincere love..
so infatuation is the basic step or basic qualification to love or to be loved..

infatuation is safe..it lacks constraints..its as great as love..
so if you are carefree.. dont want to take responsibilities of real love.. Infatuation is the feeling for you...